January 25 2010:
I've been confirmed to walk in Brigitte More's fashionshow at Fetish Evolution. It's been a while since we worked together so I'm looking forward to it!
Check the FE website here:
First of all; happy new year!!I hope yours was as good as mine:) Updated the galleries!
This part of my website needs a lot of updating!:S I've been quite busy with shooting and some performances. So expect new galleries coming up soon:)
So on february 27 I headed to London to perform in the AMF Korsets show at Club Antichrist!
Some pictures below:) Hair by the great Robert Masciave!
4 hooks were inserted to attach to the headpiece and to Hellen(Trauma Unit).
Next: Fetish Evolution!
Added 5 galleries that had been waiting a long time!
And this spring I will be at the special edition of Club Antichrist on february 27, performing for AMF Korsets,
and will walk in the fashionshow for HMS Latex at Fetish Evolution on may 12:)
Found a pic of me at Latexnews from the German Fetish Ball weekend.
And another one made by Thomas Adorff at the Fetish Guerilla party at the KitKat Club:)
*Cough* I remembered I would write about the German Fetish Ball. Well it's long overdue...
We didn’t go to WGT after all, I got a nice offer from Louis of AMF Korsets to come help him at the German Fetish Ball Expo. Sounded like a good deal, and maybe better for my money so we did that.
So off again to Berlin! Really strange to be in the same city again after 5 days of working. Dropped our stuff at Louis’place who had just moved from LA into his new apartment in Kreuzberg. I showed Xander a bit around where Marije and I went last week. He had only been in West Berlin or the very poor east part. (Window) shopped a bit more around the Alte Schönhauserstrasse and found two SkunkFunk tops for 35 euro together. Went to Lafayette to pick up the panties for my Agent Provocateur bra I bought a week earlier. We then met up with Alex, Medusa’s boyfriend who was in Berlin for a hacker convention or something. We had dinner at Monsieur Vuong which was very cheap and very good. Afterwards; cocktails at the Lychener Strasse! Cocktails are big and nicely priced in (East) Berlin. 3,5-5 euro during happy hour which generally lasts the whole day:P
Saturday: getting up early to set up the AMF booth at the expo, together with Fetishiska. I think it’s been 2 years since I’ve seen her, she sure has changed a lot! Then getting dressed in one of the corsets and start flyering and talking to customers. Xander went out to do some more shopping and sightseeing and enjoying the sun (grr). Fetishiska and I went out to get dressed for a small shoot with Thomas Adorff. (Which reminds me, I still have to upload those pics!)I wore one of Louis’ new creations, a corset with restraints and a cage-like neck corset. Freaky.
At night we went to Fetish Guerilla at the Kitkat Club. Nice location! It even had a swimming pool:)
Sunday: More working at the expo. I wore the AMF nurse outfit which was such a succes that I wore it at the German Fetish Ball too. Pic of the outfit by Alexander Horn here. Did a small shoot with Thomas Adorff again:)
Party was good, nice location, lots of people in shiny latex. Made me feel strange, wearing leather the whole weekend. But it's not everyday I get to wear Louis' finest creations:) Not a lot of familiar face like in Essen, but that was to be expected with Berlin being like 600 km away from the Netherlands and WGT. Around 4 we left home...
Monday: Went back to Barcomi’s Deli to have the delicious pie plate I saw a week earlier. We couldn’t finish it:) Recommended! Also, brought donuts home from Dunkin’Donuts (yes, finally Marije;)) Since it was Pfingsten, no shop was open so Louis showed us this city beach in Friedrichshain. Marije, it was next to the big bridge we crossed. Never thought there would be a beach between all the half demolished buildings! It was a true hippie place! Reggae music, a (cheap) cocktailbar, people lying in the sand, relaxing:) Just what we needed!
I just received some pictures from a shoot I had last december with Patrick Kaas and Bob of . Go and see!;)
Btw, if you go to the Ropemarks website and sign up at Club Ropemarks, you'll find the whole sets of the Medical and Latex Bondage series we did a while ago with Patrick Ceuppens!
Finally updated this place with some galleries I had totally forgotten about! Plus the pics from the shoot with Maxime Avet I had in Essen.
Too busy to do shooting at the moment unfortunately! I am working on getting my final make up artist diploma so I can begin testing. In may, 5 shoots are planned with professional models for my book. Wish me luck...
My ass at the Fetish Universe catwalk:P.
I don't believe I ever showed a picture of my tattooed stocking seams. Did you know that (some) women in the during the Second World War had them tattooed or drawn on because they couldn't afford the at that time crazily expensive stockings?
That reminds of something, I still have 2 pics to show from the last shoot I did for SG. I don't know if or when they are going to put the set online as I'm archived for some time now. I couldn't cope with the idea that a big company like SG is sueing people like Apnea and the photographer Lithium Picnic for nothing! Only to destroy their carreers by sucking every penny out of them due to the lawsuit...
It makes me sad.
I've been neclecting this place terribly. To make up for it a bit, I've added 3 latex galleries:)
A pic from the photo-booth with Dutch fetish-pride Ancilla Tilia, made by Eric Martin:
Three galleries added from the shoots with Jonathan Wilkins, Patrick Ceuppens and Chantal of Ropemarks, and Remco van den Bosch!
Oh website, how I've been neclecting you! I have six new galleries waiting to be added but I've just been lazy and busy with other things! First, I've got my make up artist diploma and second started to work in one of the nicest lingerie stores of Amsterdam, Paars Lingerie. The job is lots of fun and you should definately visit it if you like brands like La Perla, Chantal Thomass, Andres Sarda and Dutch designer Marlies Dekkers.
On september 15, the Clinic Party was held and I joined Louis of AMF Korsets in his fashionshow. As always, Louis'shows are pretty extreme in act and appearance of his fashion because of the use of suspension- and pulling-hooks, fire, dark music, etc. For those who were there, I hope you enjoyed it. The audience seemed a little afraid and wouldn't participate in the interactive show when I asked them to, but cheered at the end nonetheless.
Now I'm off adding the first two galleries!
A new gallery was added from the shoot with Mark M.
Hello there! Yes, I'm still alive. I didn't do a lot of shoots, being more focused on my social life and making latex garments! So far it's been going great, with ups and downs but hey, that's the way to learn.
Took some time off and visited Barcelona for 5 days. Last summer I already spent a week in this great city a had done a lot of sightseeing already, so now I could focus on relaxing, tasting the cuisine and shopping:)
I stayed at Bibian Blue's house, she has a gothic store, check her out. She will have a stand at this years WGT too and the online store should be ready really soon. The last day we reserved for a shoot. Some pics coming soon!
I also attended this years Fetish Evolution weekend. I was a model in the show for AMF Korsets, being a hellhound with pulling hooks attached to my back. Last year I did a show too, for Brigitte More in vinyl. This year in leather, next year in latex perhaps?;) Unfortunately, my eyes and surrounding skin got infected and extremely red and irritated in Barcelona so that wasn't a good start. If you saw me looking all tired and such, well, that was the reason!
We didn't make it to the Preparty on saturday but took our time on sunday, visited the small expo (I hope it will be bigger again next year!) and went to the Nuit Bizarre party. The location was beautiful and elegant. As always at the German parties, people are dressed extremely nice. Lots of rubber, a feast for my eyes. I wonder why we don't have this in the Netherlands...
Oh, and last week I had a shoot with Remco van den Bosch, which included a lobster, a small frozen cod, a dozen crayfish, my panties on a fishing rod and the icecold sea:P
And look, I'm Pin-up of the month at Virginie Notte's site:)
Inbetween I had two shoots planned, with Eric Martin and Virginie Notte. So it was a busy weekend but all worth it:) I cannot wait to see the results!
There was a photobooth at Nuit Demonia where people could have their picture taken by French fetish photographers like Robert Chouraqui, Eric Martin and Fred Kyrel. After a nice chat the first two took a few pictures:) First one by Eric Martin, second by Robert Chouraqui.
I'm definately going next year:)
June 21 2006:

January 19 2010:
June 18 2009:
March 16 2009:







February 15 2009:
November 6 2008:

Left: Louis(AMF Korsets) and my boy Xander(Redux.net). Man, I was so tired!
October 13 2008:
And this month they've released a new collaboration featuring me in a strappado position where I get to show my flexibility:)
Go see the preview video here:
June 6 2008:
April 28 2008:
Anyway, went to Fetish Evolution of course! I walked in the fashionshows for Demask and Fetish Universe. The Demask show was funny and chaotic and the Fetish Universe one was more dramatic. I love Muse!
Amarantha La Blanche steals my feather boa during the Demask show! Nooo!;) And on top of that, getting spanked by Miss Suzn! It's a cruel world.

Back to something more uplifting, Fetish Evolution! I had two shoots, one with Maxime Avet and one with Thomas Adorff. I'm still waiting for some pics but I can show you some of Maxime already:)
February 14 2008:
Very busy making latex garments at the moment and I expect to use them for upcoming shoots soon!
In december I was one of the models for HMS latex during the Nuit Demonia. I still haven't seen pictures from the show so if you've seen any, please send me the link:)
September 28 2007:
September 27 2007:
July 6 2007:
I recently did a shoot with Ropemarks and photographer Patrick Ceuppens, in latex including a hood! Pictures are coming up soon:)
May 1 2007:
On monday we practised, but because everything was running very late I had to cancel my shoot with Maxime Avet. Damn! I'm hoping to shoot with him this late summer. Got the chance to do a quick shoot with Jonathan Wilkins though, hoping to see those soon.
Well, the show went great, and afterwards spent some time partying until tiredness rose.
It was a great experience and I'm definately there next year.
February 14 2007:
February 13 2007:
I finally got around of adding 7 new galleries to the site! Enjoy:)
January 2 2007:
I had a blast in Paris during the Demonia-weekend! I attended 3 parties, starting with ofcourse Nuit Demonia on thursday where I was a model in Bibian Blue's fashionshow. Pictures follow soon. Friday was Fetish in Paris time where I was the face of the flyer (see here), and Nuit Elastique on saturday. I love the more alternative feeling these parties have.
October 11 2006:
3 new galleries added.
October 10 2006:
I will be attending the Dominatrix party on december 2 as a vip and will walk in the fashionshow for Bibian Blue at Nuit Demonia on december 7. The parties are added to the links section.
September 17 2006:
5 new galleries added, and... more soon ;)
Plus, Visualclash has a new project, Modern Showgirls. It features new music, artists and girls in the alternative scene!
Check out this page, it features an interview with me:)
Site online! Many thanks to Redux.net for the design.
More and newer galleries will be added soon!




